I never knew it would be so hard to quit a habit as it has been to quit cigarettes. I am a little down on myself, because I have slipped and had a few cigarettes here and there. So I haven't totally quit, but I definitely have cut back a lot, almost totally.
The vapor pen has been very helpful with the cravings, especially now that I found a flavor I somewhat like, and got a juice with a higher nicotine level. I have gone from smoking a pack per day to smoking maybe 2 cigarettes per day. Don't get me wrong, that is a great accomplishment, but for me it's not good enough.
I am determined not to buy another pack of cigarettes ever again, and I hope that I stick with that. One positive thing is that the taste of a cigarette is totally disgusting to me now. I also notice that other things taste different as well. I used to love coffee, but now, really can't even stand to drink it because of the taste.
I am stronger than this little stick that I feel the need to burn at times. I am just going to keep telling myself this. If I can do it with all the stress I have in my life, you can surely do it too.
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